Sunday, March 04, 2007
anyway...
yegads. i just saw my friend's boots 2 days ago, and i can't keep my mind off them! (grey with fur trimmings! at mid-calf length! at a really good price! **feet twitching, face squirming**
now i have an insane urge to buy a new pair. and then all will be right in the world (really, i get that feeling sometimes. a good buy just makes everything seem right).
naturally, i don't want to get the same pair. so here are some that i've been eyeing:
syempre yung isa may boscov sticker pa!
these ones i reaaaaaaaaaaaaally like:
i'm beginning to see signs of shoe fetish-ishness. actually, it's kinda pretty normal in the family. have any of u seen my brother's sneaker collection?
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have i been living under a rock? ps3 is out already???? (see right console)
my gulay. and i thought i was updated on these stuff. the last game console i heard that got out was wii (image on the left, beside ps3). wii looks to be a better interactive game for me, but c'mon. it's PLAYSTATION.
all i know is, pag nagkabahay na ako ng sarili, MERONG DAPAT GAME CONSOLE! hahaha!
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WARNING: michelle reflecting. might get boring.
i'm a little amused AND shocked at how shallow i sounded. i've been obviously talking about a lot of material stuff, that frankly, will only give me a few moments of happiness (um, except maybe for the grey shoes? hehe). should i really add more? (but those shoessss!!) so i look around at the stuff at i already have...
and quite honestly, i'm perplexed at how much i actually have.
a few days ago, i bumped into a korean friend of mine who was moving out of her dorm (and into another one). she showed me the stuff loaded in her car, and expressed at how much she accumulated in the few months she was here in US. i nod in agreement, but moreso because i also realized something -- i've been here 2 years!
that statement now echoes in my head as i look at the property i have in my room. my gulay, ang dami! and when the time comes that i have to move out, i might have to get a truck! (or have a few trips with my uncle's pontiac van) my back will hurt! huhu...
i've been seriously thinking about doing a yard sale one of these days (i'm willing to sell some old stuff from my relatives, if they want me to). the thing is, i have a hard time throwing old stuff away. i have a tendency to hold onto stuff (for a variety of reasons which i won't bore you with)...
even so, i'm really not looking forward to moving. yet AGAIN.
for once, i'd like to settle somewhere permanent where it's also my own choice. oh, i love to travel as much as any other person, but THIS relocating thing is really getting tiring. most of my childhood was already spent moving to different places (due to my dad's different work assignments). and here, i unfortunately have to move out of the house -- perhaps to an apartment... or even out of state (i don't even want to THINK how that's going to be more complicated).
i know some of you will berate me, to just tell me to ACT and quit dwelling on stuff like this. it's high time that i act. don't worry, i tell that to myself, too. so thinking, then berating.. it's all a compounding feeling that can also be draining to just talk about.
so i'll just stop.
i guess that's one reason why i want those damn shoes so much. it's one small thing that gets my mind off this limbo state i'm in.
"live and take life a day at a time. let tommorow worry about itself. just do what u have to do now."
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