the mind may be the master, but the body sure knows how to make a say.
lately i had been mentally exerting a huge share of effort at finishing all my schoolwork. yes, i'm still going with the flow of things, and for the most part, i thought i was doing fine. call it the illusion of control.
then my body seemed to catch up.
let's see, there's the pimple outbreak, EVEN with a decent amt of sleep (4-5 hours per day counts, right?). then a period of no 'time of the month' to THE TIME OF THE MONTH (sorry, don't wanna make it too graphic for my readers). i'm getting a little depressed (lack of exercise, sunlight, social gaiety, family face-to-face interactions). at times, my face isn't smiling that much anymore. add some unwanted attention (yegads)....
SIIIIIIIIIGHHHH..
i need sushi. i need my anime. i need my graphics. and yes, i really do need the sleep. and while they don't necessarily solve anything of what i'm feeling above, they can help. takara plum wine also sounds good.
frak. so what's a girl gotta do? well, i screwed homework these past three days. yes, how very unlike me. but both my brain and body needed the break. i also just came from a movie, happy feet, with my cousin. it was hhhhhooooooookay for the plot. maybe bordering on the dark side, for a kid's movie. but character-wise -- i'm talking about the penguins here -- let's just say i've never been to a movie where i squirmed a lot. omg, they're just THAT freakin' cute!!!!!!!!! especially those cute baby ones!!!!! omg omg omg!!!!!!!
*breathes*
anyway, i'm just gonna shut up about whining/reflecting/moaning right now. i know i'll get back to studying, but today, i'll focus on some good stuff... like the cake my friend gave me. and the dvd my friend burned for me (season1 of bleach). and the phone calls i got, even from back home at pinas. and yes, those darling penguins.
i'm so weird. hormones? naaah, maybe it's because i just got a year older. or maybe i'm in the pursuit of happiness, of which i'm feeling a little lost on... i dunno. anyway, here's a video. watch from start to finish; it's poignant.
